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6月17日

halving half

to todo:  (wizard)  the compatibility with me and an animal has been brushed over.  That is I'm not susposed to be "with" an animal.  I can be with an animal on my free time.  These suggestions of "dirty" animals, just is them needing to be bathed.  I was just wondering and haven't been clued in on how exactly thier excuses for having been petrified of water is known.  But then , it just shows by their actions.  I'm going to wash up after I initiate my gaming mode for night time of previously explained priorly.  There's a snake in my boot.  Someone poisoned the watering hole.  Wells should have ladders.  As much of the times that I have spent ignoring the world and keeping private, that hasn't affected my schedule in any way.  I like opening my privacy to a more public place.  It shows that I value others.  Nothing is as irritating as being ignored.  I guess that I can get over that, sometimes it is a form of medicine.  As well as when being ignored turns into finding yourself outside of a conversation and then just giggling to be let in.  Then it may work, but there are times to get around trying to join someone, you chance that theres ideally more productive things to be doing.  I go on ahead and get to cleaning or making some progress with some other form of operational tasks that are on the conductors' wand's tip.  I try to follow that because there's a good chance that he has you strung on like a puppet and should be doing your deeds as you are commanded.  I follow orders accordingly and make respectively that which is told to me to be done first then I magically move on from one topic, to just jump over the boarder of being told  vs. independently maintenence.  I sit in my house as a tennant, rooming and boarding.  Nothing to do, just assuring my pride that its still there.  Even though, sometimes, I could definately say that I've lost.  But I would like to admit that i still exist and that fact alone will give me motivation to go on.  Its not very normal to get this in depth and keep a normal tone , mood, or aura.  Shining though, like a star , a moon, or a sun, is the essense for which i begin each day.  Today, I choose to make a reflection on my entry. 
First:  Didn't need to write to "todo" the friendly dog that goes on the yellow brick road in a picnic basket.
Second:  Have to stay focused on one subject otherwise I'll be on a tangent.
Third:  The approach was defined as a body, but should have been paragraphed.
To whom it may concern:  I've gotten flooded and flushed, but never dry.  It might be why the canyons are so high.  Thats about why, you could I don't ever know a callis
6月6日

most annoying trilobyte ever

when i log in, I don't really know what to expect on the main strange page, except a locked on photo of some celebrity, hooked up with a catchy phrase letting me know that there is some news going spoiled because of the entertainment world taking its grips and purging the more volitile debasing news offscreen and taking out to the "dump" this goes with the process of viewing web pages almost hand-in-hand.  I check out whatever there is to offer and get dismayed by all of the junk that is out there, sometimes its better to just relax and think up of a juiced up conversation on a topic that I want to achieve an unfolding of and then go full circle on it.  This just has to be the most reasonable place for it.  I think up of other sites, usually getting old crusty personal ads, finding action pop-ups for some new sports drink introduced, I tell you, there is no better place to reside than just get away from the arrangement of typical generally day-to-day, complaints and comments that are made about society.  I find some humor in it but if there is a large scale commenting or just hinting at the outer vibe or the far side, I get too embarrased to get into an intimate or just in-depth conversation.  This hesitant nature is only to blame on myself and my reason is that I was being a fast yet judgemental, too quick to assume, in other words of what the others were talking about, and it got to me in an essense that i could not completley fufill the explanations of.  So , I tend to ignore some times but others will ask me what what why why , i give them a blank stare,  sit alone , in my own zone, drift off into another plane.  This is all because of my instinct to give off a feeling of superiority.  Not all sense it the immediate instant after it is done, but someone will catch it as its in the process and try to imagine that I'm not their non-responsive person to not comply with.  well all that being said , i floated from the forum.  I should keep it short and sweet all(of_) the time.